It's still nice to know you continue thinking about the project form time to time and do want to make updates to it. I always understood everything, but now it's all clarified even further.
Family comes first, dude, always… priorities. Your fiance of 3 years (and you must've known her even longer than that) must be very loving, understandable, supportive, as well as patient to have stuck with you for so long. Take care of her first.
You'll find a job/career soon, don't give up! I don't doubt you have a solid enough portfolio. Keep being persistent as always, you'll find something.